Adrenaline Rush: May 2013

Tidak tenang dan tidak tidur

Wow,

I never want to not sleeping for more than 24hours dah. It's so going to cost you a backpain andddd the feeling of lifeless. At least, that's what i feel right now.

But this is my life...of the last 2 weeks of the semester. Nak buat macam mana lagi, next week pun sama. Oh by the way, this date 31/5, means something to me :)

Of alien versus predator and angel versus demon, I would like to say 'its something Only We Know'.

"Because everyday people hurt you, offend you, forget you, snub you, step on you, or reject you. But if you choose to forgive these people and let things go at the end of each day, you cleanse your heart. You wake up the next morning refreshed and free of negativity. Refuse to carry old regrets, mindsets and distractions into each new day"

-Marc and Angel Hack Life-

Tordless Thursday

Hari ni nak luahan panjang sikit k. So macam nak tulis suka hati je la ye. Biarlah reputasi blog ini tercemar sikit dengan emosi aku. Like before, people will think whatta cool blog, who's the owner, and like right now, yeaaa what an emo blog, it's so full of the darkness, i feel like i'm on the dark side but no one has offered me any cookies.

To those yang macam tak faham, those sentences is from "Come to the dark side, we have cookies" K! *emo.

Okay first thing, nak bagitau ni haa stress sesangat tau tak fourth year. Bila dah week 11/13 baru kau tahu tinggi ke rendah langit tu. First thing yang paling stress adalah pasal thesis la. I know, people are like "woww ambik mechanical engineering, oversea", but what you guys don't know is, I take mechanical engineering, overseas student, and.....I'm so dumb. *nanges. Ah malas la kan nak borak panjang pasal thesis ni sebab malas la. Tapi nasib baiklah ada other students yang macam senasib. Bolehlah sedih same same.

And other thing is CFD. I really thought there is no matlab in my life anymore. Tapi who am I kidding? Dahlah CFD ansys kan kemudian matlab combination. wow. Speechless habis.

Okaylah tiba tiba dah pukul 1.26am. Nak bangun pukul 6.15am kena tidur pukul 1.45am. Ini mengikut kata apps sleep smart la. So terpaksalah berhenti. Kinda short of idea pulak apa nak tulis pun. Nak kena sambung buat tutorial kentut matlab ni. K la.

But the thing is, semua nya messy sekarang aku rasa tahulah sebab apa. Tahu sangat sebab apa rasa tak tenang. Tadila. Sekarang Alhamdulillah dah okay la. Maybe kan sebab pentingkan sangat keduniaan ni sampai yang akhirat macam tak beri perhatian. Allah. Solat pun macam di akhir waktu. Baca surah pendek - pendek je. Kemudian habis solat sampai tak sempat nak doa. Apa sangatlah yang nak dikejar tu wahai Liyana? Sungguhlah aku takut. Baru zaman belajar dah macam ni. Dah mengejar sangat keduniaan sampai tak ingat akhirat. Ya Allah, ampunilah kekhilafan dan kealpaan hambaMu ini. Tetapkanlah hatiku di jalanMu. Janganlah Engkau berputus asa denganku. Janganlah Engkau biarkan nasibku ditentukan oleh diriku sendiri walaupun sesaat.

Ya Allah lembutkanlah hati supervisor ku dan lab technician ku, semoga mereka sudi membantuku. Permudahkan hambaMu ini Ya Allah. Berilah jalan keluar untuk ku.

Herm, terima kasih kepada problem untuk hari ini. The bright side of it, aku insaf dengan kelalaian kealpaan keduniaan. Haih Liyana, camane ni?

PS: Orang selalu cakap "Wei kau ni buat kerja sampai tak ingat dunia". Salah kan ayat ni? Patut cakap "Wei kau ni buat kerja sampai tak ingat akhirat". Tak gitu? Ke Gitu?

The first rule of fight club, do not talk about fight club. The second rule of fight club, do not talk about fight club. Hug!

Hola leyo!

You guys have to watch Fight Club! It's such an awesome-mind blowing-twisted-wicked movie! Huh. Crazy. Madness. K banyak sangat. Dah lama tak tengok cerita twisted yang kena fikir macam ni. It's a 1999 movie, but I gotta say it's more awesome than a bunch of boring-cliche-naaa-so-so-movies these days.

Just no #2

#2 He always prepared to lend an ear. Unless it's a hon time, then there's nothing we can do about that. The best way is to wait until the end of the hon time.

Such a wonderful listener, my chest feels lighter every now and then. But sometimes, he is sort of the source of my heavy feelings. -.-"

I just love saying 'whack-a-doodle'

Hola lalo!

Erm, I realize one thing about myself. Eh two things.

1) I am an easily readable person. All my emotions are written on my forehead. Is it a good thing or a bad thing?
2) I am one of the fickleminded people in this world. Muahahaha. This one, IT'S A BAD THING.

PS:Gonna be crazy with this tons of works in 3...2..1...!

I am a crazy cinnamon bun.

Lazyyy

And I am so so so lazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyh. Kind of dispirited. Padahal kita banyak sangat sangat kerja tahap apa. Entahlah.

Mind your own business.

To those people who always criticize everything such as ; other's clothes, other's hair, other's face, other's body size, other's skin condition, other's relationship, other's food intake, other's accent etc, here is one FACT that I would like to point it out for you (because it seems that you don't have an ability to do so);

Ermmm,

about your opinions. You might want to keep all of them to yourself, or you will stick as an obnoxious human in people's head.

Sincerely,
Everyone that is so tired listening to your crap.

Oh by the way, erm, I don't want to tell you this, but I think, I should, because it seems that nobody had told you about this before, and maybe this is why you wouldn't stop criticizing others, ; you are not perfect. Too. Just like other people. And sometimes, worse.