20 of 365 : Kenangan yang terindah itu.

So, ye, I've just lost one of the beautiful souls that I've cherished and loved for all my life. Allahyarhamha tok telah kembali pada 17/1/2015, 9.10am.

Tok yang besarkan saye, adik dan Abang Yie. Tok yang menjadi suri hati Chak. Tok, yang segala kenangan dari kecik kecik sampailah dewasa sering bermain dekat minda kita nii. Aku bahagia hidup dengan tok chak. Dan aku pasti, adik dan Abang Yie pun sama. Sangat gembira. Aku akan selalu mendoakan semoga Allahyarhamha tok ditempatkan di kalangan orang - orang yang beriman. Jumpa lagi tok disana. 

That was the saddest journey of balik kampung. Couldn't see tok's last face, tapi sempat lihat sekujur tubuhnya sebelum diletakkan dalam liang lahad. Jadilah. Sebak memang sebak, but she's always going to be in my heart. Takkan aku lupa wajah tok. Engraved in my mind, in my heart. 

Well my most favorite part is, masa salam nak balik KL dengan chak, masa chak cium pipi saya, chak cakap "Selamatlah, anak na?" Ya Chak. Jumpa lagi. I've already missed you and tok! And my childhood with you guys :')

17 of 365: Something I need. By the way.

"I know that we're not the same, but I'm so damn glad we made it to this, time, this time, now..."

I'll be forever missing you Syd. Like forever and ever and ever. Ouu I've a lot to talk, about loyalty, love, forever thankful, tok, but later i guess. Takdo maso dah. Nak pegi keje kemdian balik kampung :) Anyway,

Guess, I must have missed you that much,
Have been seeing you in my dream,
Though it's just once in awhile,
I'll treat it as a sweet dream,
And be thankful for that few hours in a sleep :)

Happy 2month-versary kerja.

15 of 365: Tok....

And I cried today, because of tok.

Ya Allah. Nak balik, but howww, im stranded somehow. Ya allah permudahkan lah aku ya Allah. Amin

8 of 365: That best thing, alright?

You gotta hold on,
Hold on to what you're feeling,
That feeling is the best thing,
The best thing alright.

If your understanding of those lines is the same as mine,
You'll agree to it.

Penn of.

5 of 365: Pocketful of shunshine

Something that cannot be broken is consider to have a great strength.

You cannot break something that's already broken.

Thus, broken people is the strongest of all?

"I gotta pocket gotta pocketful of sunshine, i gotta love and i know that its all mine, do what you want but you never gonna break me, stick and stone are never gonna shake me, take me away, a secret place a sweet escape, take me awayhii"

2 of 365: Ultimate Happiness

You could be my unintended choice to live my life extended, 

You could be the one I'll always love... 

You could be the one who listens to my deepest inquisitions, 

You could be the one I'll always love... 

I'll be there as soon as I can, 

But I'm busy mending broken pieces of the life I had before..

Before you..u.u.uuuu.

_Muse 

I think my new goal for this year is to find an ultimate happiness. I'm happy now, but not ultimately. I realize that to be happy wholly, is to be happy with yourself first. So I'm gonna find my ultimate happiness. This ultimate happiness doesn't necessarily endless, grand and elegant. It's probably just a small thing, yang menggembirakan dan menenangkan. Gembira dan tenang. Gembira dan tenang.

_Liyana

1 of 365: The one with a staying heart.

New year?

New you. New me? 

Got that feelings - i'm still gonna be the old me.

A slow start this year, im feeling blues.

Bulu mata jatuh satu, sebelah kiri, means i miss a place, cewah. 

A place where i'll never forget.

A place that gonna stay on top of my heart, forever.

I miss Sydneyyyyyyy :'(

Ps:

If you are doing that on purpose,

It hurts me.

If you are doing that without any bad intention,

It hurts even more.

Penn of.